Time creeps on away…

It’s been so fast that time has fly. 1 month plus to reach my 2nd year in the job. This journey has been both interesting and draining at the same time. Am really grateful that I’m in a job of my passion, but I feel like it is slowly burning away from me… A number of factors:

1. I could never recognize the “ang mos”, they all look the same to me!! So got commented how I could never greet the guest whom I checked in by names. Imagine if I end up marrying an angmo, I’ll never recognize which is him if he decided to stand in the mist of a million angmo(s).

2. The people whom I know that thinks I could do/make it, is no longer in the company.

3. Feels like I’m making mistakes all the time. And that all faults are mine. If only I can fly. I’m only human, I can only do so much thing at a time.I can’t have already checked 12 rooms, block the rooms, help reception c/i & c/o when they are busy, checked-in 5-6 VIP guests, do follow up, answer all the approaching guest enquiries and finish the preparing the registration cards of the VIPs for the whole day in a short period of time all by MYSELF. Wait was I also not suppose to move away from the area near the desk?! (pls make me a super woman!)

Starts to think through and read John 13:3-15 yesterday. The passage that sparks off and fuel my passion to serving people. I was reminded once again, that having a servanthood heart = loving people. I want to daily serving people, making them feel unique, special and loved!! But the environment is eating up inside of me.

By FAITH I call forth the name of my Father, to see me through this season. A season that needs all the faith I can gather…

~ by lovereal on June 8, 2009.